I work part time.
I have a part time job and a part time PhD. I get to spend 2 or 3 days a week on my PhD, Monday and Tuesday every week and a Friday every other week. I work between 24 and 30 hours on 3 and a half days. I work every second Saturday which means that every two weeks I have a whole weekend off. And weekends are sacred, no matter what people say about a PhD. Maybe if I was more enthusiastic about it I would be more inclined to spend my time off on it.
I love my job. It ticks all the boxes. It's interactive, it's productive. I get to work hard or at least try to. But the fact that I do both on a part time basis means I cannot fully engage in either. Monday and Tuesday I have to keep my head free for my PhD, Wednesday and Thursday my job demands my attention regardless of how dissatisfied I am with my PhD output. Every other Friday I get to go back to the chaos of my PhD but then on Saturday that doesn't matter anymore.
There's too much to and fro at the moment. I virtually start from scratch every time I go to the office and if I'm at work my head's not completely there because I'm still ruminating about my PhD - and I make mistakes, and my consistency goes down and this stresses me out and I make even more mistakes! I love my job, but if I'm not good at it, there's no point doing it.
So do I give up my job temporarily (which I have the option to) and go for the next 6 months without the sanity saving productivity and interaction of work, or do I give up my PhD. I really don't know
I have a part time job and a part time PhD. I get to spend 2 or 3 days a week on my PhD, Monday and Tuesday every week and a Friday every other week. I work between 24 and 30 hours on 3 and a half days. I work every second Saturday which means that every two weeks I have a whole weekend off. And weekends are sacred, no matter what people say about a PhD. Maybe if I was more enthusiastic about it I would be more inclined to spend my time off on it.
I love my job. It ticks all the boxes. It's interactive, it's productive. I get to work hard or at least try to. But the fact that I do both on a part time basis means I cannot fully engage in either. Monday and Tuesday I have to keep my head free for my PhD, Wednesday and Thursday my job demands my attention regardless of how dissatisfied I am with my PhD output. Every other Friday I get to go back to the chaos of my PhD but then on Saturday that doesn't matter anymore.
There's too much to and fro at the moment. I virtually start from scratch every time I go to the office and if I'm at work my head's not completely there because I'm still ruminating about my PhD - and I make mistakes, and my consistency goes down and this stresses me out and I make even more mistakes! I love my job, but if I'm not good at it, there's no point doing it.
So do I give up my job temporarily (which I have the option to) and go for the next 6 months without the sanity saving productivity and interaction of work, or do I give up my PhD. I really don't know